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To [DUI] Vampy, We are very sorry for your loss
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Max Overkill
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PostPosted: Fri May 06, 2005 9:09 am    Post subject: Deepest condolences... Reply with quote

Actually, I wasn't acquainted with Thunder at all, but still I would like to express my condolences and my sympathies to all who knew her, especially to her family and her closest friends. Sad
Never thought that such a tragic incident would happen with one of you, guys... Sad[/i]
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enVision
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PostPosted: Sat May 07, 2005 12:10 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

To Niv and Vampy,

I'm sorry to hear of your loss. Life can be cruel, unjustified and sometimes the worst happens to the best people. Words can't describe how this has affected everyone in the community, including myself. As you may know I'm not active here anymore but this is the least I can do to offer my condolences. Rest assured, Thunder will never be forgotton in this part of her life.

enVision / Dan
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Tony
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PostPosted: Sat May 07, 2005 12:44 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

my condolences vampy

sorry bro
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PostPosted: Sat May 07, 2005 5:36 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

i am sad to hear this news. i new thunder well and she was a good friend of mine. Sad at least she will rest in peace.
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PostPosted: Sun May 08, 2005 7:19 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Really sad news, my condolences to Vampy, Niv and all others that were close to Thunder. I didn't know her, but from all this posts I can see she was really nice person.
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pritch
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PostPosted: Mon May 09, 2005 4:30 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Shocked to return to this news.

As with all our members, this community is lessened by her loss.

My condolences to Vampy and all concerned.
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PostPosted: Mon May 09, 2005 7:37 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

its sad to hear her go
sehe was a great friend Crying or Very sad
me and her were soposed to have a macth but...seems we wont
im decateing my film to her..
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PostPosted: Tue May 10, 2005 1:25 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

this is on behalf of JohnnyBlaze; he asked me to post it since he can't.

ya i knew vampy for a while he was pretty cool but we didnt really get along too well but still losing someone is harder then imaginable. i lost 3 people this year all in the same month and i thought my insides were gonna die. hard to think about what life for his is going to be like after he lost someone that close but he'll get by. for the short time i knew his on doom he seemed like a strong good willed person. so vampy sorry for you loss
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PostPosted: Wed May 11, 2005 11:45 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

You don't know me Vampy but I remember playing on some maps with ya and ya seemed to be good... Anyways, yeah, sorry to hear about ya sis even though I never seen her play or anything.
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PostPosted: Thu May 12, 2005 2:07 am    Post subject: Thank you for your condolences Reply with quote

Dear Zdaemon,

I've never posted in the forums before, but I would like to thank everyone for their support. Zdaemon was a big part of Rachel's life, and I know alot of you were her good friends. She had some rough times the past few months, and I know many of you helped her through them. I'd especially like to thank Daniel ([s]tornado) and [s]lightning, Trigger, the [sin] clan, and I'm sure there are countless others. I apologize for any names I left out.

I'm sort of at a loss for words. This is the worst thing that has ever happened in my life. And I know it's even harder on vampy, and her parents. She was the greatest person I ever knew. So kind, generous, beautiful, intelligent, and funny. She was the embodiment of every trait that makes a person good. To me, she was perfect. And I know I'll never find someone like her again.

But to be consumed by grief and to some degree anger for losing her is selfish. Although she was young, she was in a considerable amount of pain, both physically and psychologically (although this was improving rapidly). She is in a better place now and we should be happy about
that. She will never have to feel that pain again.

Thank you and Sincerely,

Jon ([DUI]Niv)
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PostPosted: Thu May 12, 2005 2:18 am    Post subject: werd Reply with quote

you said it there brotha......


werd...

R.I.P. Thunder
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PostPosted: Thu May 12, 2005 6:22 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

This might be a dumb post so bear with me on this one Yep she is in a better place now looking down at us so remember she is watching to niv and vamp now you have a angel to look for when you are in heaven or when you get to heaven like i said in my oppiste post or my other post Niv and vampy GOD SPEED I know how you feel also my uncle died in the war in Iraq
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PostPosted: Fri May 13, 2005 3:27 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

I give a, I ask for a humble note from afar
prayer for my star
this what I grasp night and day I hope for loved ones far away
when I see you passing through my dreams
'my life is simple and I know what it means
peace on earth and good will to all beings
love for you and all things.
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PostPosted: Sat May 14, 2005 11:02 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

ON behalf of LDF, I send out our condolences. May Vampy and his family get through this tragedy.
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PostPosted: Tue May 17, 2005 12:54 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Ah.. I did not know thunder at all... I played vampy in a few (excellent) rounds of judas23.. so I merely (somewhat) know him.
But il say this, dealing with the loss of a loved one is hard, I hope you and your family can pull through this tragic event.

when reading through this thread, I do not think I saw what really happened to her, would anyone mind enlightening us?
My apologies if it is awnsered elsewhere on the forum.
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PostPosted: Tue May 17, 2005 12:56 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Ashma attack in her sleep by what I heard
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PostPosted: Tue May 17, 2005 3:31 am    Post subject: :,( Reply with quote

Ack this is painful news indeed. I was at the point where I was playing Thunder in the "friends of [s]clan" server nearly daily. She was a very skilled player, she kicked my butt (to no surprise). I am going to miss playing against her a lot.
I know it doesnt mean a lot coming from me, but I felt I had to post to tell you how much I, no how much WE will miss thunder. I am truely sorry Vampy, my deepest condolences to you, your family and everyone close to Thunder.
She may be gone here, but I am positive she has found peace. I am just happy I was able to know her.
RIP Thunder!
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niv
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PostPosted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 2:51 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

First of all, I apologize for bringing a dated thread back to the forefront here.

One of the things I have learned from my Psychiatrist, which I started seeing after losing Rachel, is that I can't dwell on Rachel's death and my guilt for not saving her all the time without driving myself into a deep depression. I was doing this for months, about ready to kill myself at one point. She told me to stop blaming myself for not saving her and to remember all of our great times together. This may sound cheesy, but we never had any bad moments, Rachel and I. We never fought, not even once. I can't say that about any other relationship I've been in. Rachel and I had been talking for months before we moved in together and even after that we never fought. Both of us were in bliss, on cloud 9, so-to-speak. We were deeply in love, which makes losing her so much harder for me.

My doctor's advice to me was to put all of our memories, letters, pictures, keepsakes, in a box and store it in a safe place, to be taken out at an opportune moment so that I can spend an hour simply with her, so to speak, through our memories, as well as writing letters to her and sealing them in envelopes. I've been doing this once or twice a month, and although I cry incessantly during each go-round, I feel somewhat at peace afterwards, because I feel that I am for those moments, as close as I can possibly be to her, giving her my undivided attention.

It may sound crazy, but I feel as if I am almost with her for those couple hours.

Today after my usual routine, I decided to open a different sort of box: the heartfelt and beautiful condolences left by the ZDaemon community, in this thread, to Vampy and myself the day after Rachel passed. That, too, brought tears to my eyes.

There were even a few messages from people who would consider themselves "at-odds" with me and Vampy (and vice versa; whatever "at-odds" means on ZDaemon). Since I don't remember us being at-odds with you until recently, it made me think that the entire idea of being at-odds with people who had such nice comments for my bro Vampy (as well as me) and condolences for my fiance Rachel, is nonsensical.

Therefore, to all the people in this thread who had such kind words for us and our families after Rachel's untimely death, thank you, and if there is a current "beef" between us, it just means that we forgot how good of friends we were at one point, so I really think it makes the most sense to drop said "beef".

Anyway, I'm going to head out to meet up with some friends. We're gonna hit up the 5-star Sushi/Teppanyaki place up there called Sapporo. It's on par with Nobu, if you know what that is! Great Kobe Beef!

I'll also be ording Sake, and Sake!
Sake = Salmon dish, Sake! = Rice Wine Wink

Have a good night.
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PostPosted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 3:09 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

I'm serious niv, you made me cry.
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PostPosted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 4:01 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

You're a strong person, Niv. Very touching post and I am glad to see you are dealing with Rachels passing in such a sweet way.
I am sure she is still watching over you at all times and she loves you more than ever.
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